Hey I'm almost positive of my Enneagram. At least narrowed down between two which I'll withhold to avoid bias. Lets see if you can guess that. I can never figure out my MBTI for the life of me. So here's some stuffs
-I talk like an idiot. I add letters to words I know they're incorrect but I do it anyway because the contrary would be boooring. I think language is a tool to express ourselves so doing it all by the book seems pointless. If you know what I'm sayin then you know what I'm sayin ya know what I'm sayin?
-If someone insults or disrespects or especially physically threatens the people that I deem as family then I basically draw a line. I say knock it off or else. Usually they like yo got it but sometimes they like heehurr you don't scurr me and I gotta smickasmackem up.
-I'm very passionate and affectionate Kind of like sunshine bottled up in a little flesh potato. My passion typically goes into things I'm interested in. I'm competitive and I don't want to be the best necessarily (don't have the attention span) but if I'm any less than competent it agitates me greatly.
-I get very nostalgic a lot and when I do it's usually painful for me and I want to go back. Like if I listen to a song from my childhood it makes me wish I could teleport back, I don't actually want to go but that's how I feel in the moment. I always listen to songs and watch shows from my childhood when I get sad.
-I like to have a very close circle of friends that are basically attached at the hip to me. 3-4 usually or less. I eagerly join activities with whomever but I won't actively talk to many people past small talk unless I really enjoy them.
-Speaking of people they're very important to me. It distresses me to see someone taken advantage of or bullied. I am very very much an advocate for everyone being treated "like a human being" is how I put it which to me means with respect regardless of any kind of background. The only reason I would ever turn against someone is if they show me through actions (towards me or anyone else) that they are unsavory so to speak. I still respect them and treat them better than I want to but I care less about helping them out and making them happy compared to most people.
-I have a very lighthearted and jovial presence that I give off to people. I'm always smiley and huggy and jokey but I have a very private and serious side that very few people get to see (the family I mentioned)
-I like to make lists to keep track of things like what episodes I'm on in a show, what video games I'm looking forward to, random songs that I make up. I hate feeling a lack of direction I need to have a distinct purpose and know what I'm doing and why.
-Also I love knowledge and learning but I only care if it's practical. If I'm learning something it's because it's going to help me improve, let me do X or Y. Random facts and trivia are neat but I forget them 2 seconds later if they won't help me achieve something or better myself.
-Usually I can't help but bring the topic in conversations back around to myself. It's not narcissism (that I know of) it's' more just me trying to be empathetic but the only way I know how to do so is say yeah I've been there and relate it to an experience I had.
-I get VERY uncomfortable and have no idea what to say or do when someone is upset I usually just try to joke around with them and act normally to try and cheer them up.
-I get hyper focused on one thing that I'm doing and I get serious tunnel vision. It's bad. I can look straight at someone's face while they're telling me something but especially if I'm not interested in the topic I completely miss every single word they say because I was doing or thinking about something else
-I'm a big "doer" It frustrates the hell out of me when people complain about this or that and how things aren't going their way but then that's just the end of it. They don't try to change or assess some sort of solution they just complain and then continue doing the same things over and over. I like to improve myself and if there's something wrong in my life I tackle it head on.
-Speaking of head on I am NOT subtle. I am blunt I speak my mind and I do consider people's feelings but if what I'm saying is objective truth I don't care how it makes them feel typically but there are exceptions. I see one way to do things and that's how I do them. If someone shows me a better way I think about it and I try to weigh which way I think is better and go from there. I freely admit when I'm wrong and I change information constantly. Also annoyed by people who are stuck in one way and won't change no matter how much evidence is against their views
-I also make mental maps so to speak. I "draw" maps of my surroundings in my mind. Usually just immediate surroundings but it can extend to anywhere I've been really. I can usually tell if something is moving, behind me, etc I can "feel" its presence so to speak. I'm also very good at hearing things before others can.
I'll shut up now. I don't know how much of this was relevant but love to hear what everyone thinks. Thanks in advance.